January 25, 2016 | 7:32 p.m.

Merhaba! – Hello in Turkey

Hello family and maybe someone who will find this blog. We have school off tomorrow again, and it is so exciting! I again do not know how I am going to transition back ot my school schedule, but I am glad I got another day off. The roads do not seem to be plowed around the campus, but I am glad the paths near my building are. I think tonight I want to talk about something less…philosophical or thought-provoking. Something a regualr 18 year old would think about;Youtube.

If you did not know I actually have a Youtube channel. I made one four years ago, made another one with my friend Alyssa two years ago, and I am restarting my old channel. I think other than typing about my thoughts another good way to let something out is through talking to a camera. I mean that makes COMPLETE sense huh?

At first, I was hesitant and uncomfortable. I then found it really comforting. There is a difference between thinking something and then saying something out loud. Soon, I found it therapeutic. I find it exhilarating and relieving to talk about my life. I am not really prone to talking about my feelings and problems. I think that it has helped me a lot. I also have gotten a lot closer to my friend Alyssa. We at first sight may not be a compatible match, but we could not be more perfectly compatible.

I think what my life will be like for the next few years will be what I just watched, as I am watching this documentary called “Meet the Patels” on Netflix.

The father just said “when you are ready for someone, you won’t go find them. They will come to you.”

First thing I need to do is love myself, then the rest will come. I will put myself out there when I am ready. I need to again work on myself. That is a continuous subject I have in this blog, right? I guess this year is about that.watch full movie online

Lastly, I wanted to bring something up. Last night, I had a dream about my old best friend. I felt startled that I saw her, and then I just felt so happy again. I was following her, and then I heard her say “it’s okay.” I woke up, and I felt it ended on a good moment. I think it was my subconscious giving me closure. I know I have to move on.

Thank you again for reading! I am starting up my old channel, so I will show the video when I upload it. Have a good day!


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